OMD [Oh My December]

I was born on December 16, 1984 in Padang Serai [Lemongrass Field] Kedah, a small town in north Malaysia. This by default made the December as my favorite month. Nevertheless, that was not only reason for me to like December. December is everything.  I like December as much as I like sexy women. [joking]. Actually December always, come with surprise. Either predictable or unexpected, it gives colors to my life. My December, sometimes things go good sometimes it was not. I still remember I got my BMX during December. That stood when am nine.  It was my perfected December ever had followed by my first aquarium two years later. 

Last year was not my favorite December but they still doing fine. My December started with up and down craziness. Livin la vida loca! [Life with the full of madness]. My friend and I traveled over Peninsular of Malaysia and spent money for shit! During my birthday last year, I drove straight away from Kota Bharu to Kuala Terengganu to Kuantan to Endau-Rompin to Seremban and arrived KL with an empty heart.

My December started this year. Well, still not perfect kicked but I wanted to keep as my December. Oh my December, please, I did not asked much in my life, I did asked quite, I want to ask fairly now. Please become my great December! My December to be remembering. 

Sarol Out

My stand towards nonsense

No regrets,

When I choose to keep what I belong to,

Nobody can tell what I suppose to retain.

Yes,

I decide to keep best part of my life,

Goodwill was not too hard because I adopt that way.

But,

People,

Made it hard even millions tries,

Ask them to consider me,

Come on,

High expectation due to greed,

Let me be as what I am.

Damn,

People use to provokes other to port something beyond the capability,

Judgment and their easy conclusion,

Imagination of truth fantasized,

Exaggerate is their competence,

Too much drama cause teasing tragedy,

Sometimes it worth sometimes it is not.

Stop,

I have no torn inside,

Alhamdulillah,

But sure it not make me perfect,

Only encouragement to become much stronger.

Ouch,

Your satisfaction not my worry,

Too bad once I keep silent,

But at the end people stand alone with their self,

So I’m doing fine.

Hell No,

When you came and told me shit,

Blurr,

Because I don’t speak shitty language,

Prefer to understand modest than complexity.

Hahh,

I listen to my heart each single sniff,

Every breath dedicated to each step I move,

So forgive me when I say you jerk.

Certain,

Colors that I would like to be on my canvas,

I choose green instead blue,

Positive to put yellow instead red,

neither orange nor pink.

Firm.

At last,

I managed to portray picture of the ocean and the bubbles,

As far as my believe is concern,

With tan sand to bury as add on.

No hesitate,

I still want to keep what

I want to keep,

Losing is only consequence,

Propaganda towards the loneliness,

Destiny is a gift from God.

Last wishes,

I hope one day there will be that ended moment,

Everybody happy with one another,

And I stand beyond the nonsense!

-Sarol 02 Dec 10-

Back!

November! Am back! because demm f**king boring!!! Haha..While am away for last those couples of months, lots of the up and down things happen in my life. 


Lots!!


The best part, I met someone. Yes i do! But it doesnt work and stand only 2 months as usual!. Demm it! am not that lucky on that. this is the curse! My friend named it as Karma! No!!, i hate karma so much! As much as i hate my ex girlfriend that leave me alone when i need her the most!

Karma does not work for me. Shuuhh..Hahaha. Period.

But this is great kick start to write back here. Wait for sec, is it because we r in the end of the year and near to my favorite month DECEMBER???!! Owh..maybe that contribute to the desire to have something inside this blog. Y? No idea! Am out!

Sarol Out

World Cup & Twilight Eclipse

Hi All. This is my 1st post for July. Perghh dah lama gile tak masuk sini derr. Busy lor... Hoho

1st of all congrats to Spain! Spain won the World Cup with the right kind of football. No one can argue that its tense 1-0 extra time victory over the Netherlands wasn't deserved. Aku nyer favorite team dah sangkut dekat semi-final Germany! No problem. No 3 still.. huhu

Kecewa sikit Germany kalah dengan Spain kat semi-finals. Both them suppose play at the final. Baru best!!

Last Saturday went to Pavilion with housemates watched Twilight Eclipse. Waiting list movie nie since watched the previous two. Tapi macam haram! Gampang sungguh. Aku tak suka! So malas nak kasi review.

Go and do ur own judgement. I give 2 stars aje. Quite bore and the movement of the whole story is a bit slow. Sorry Twilight fans, this is fact!


Today is very boring day. I need some green lime to splash all over my body and getting wet with virgin coconut. Hehehe.


Notakaki: Missing someone.


Sarol Out